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2012-01-29T04:13:00.001+12:00

2012-01-28T05:23:00.001+12:00

2012-01-28T05:19:00.001+12:00

2012-01-23T12:21:00.001+12:00

2012-01-22T18:22:00.003+12:00

loving my nails~

2012-01-22T05:48:00.001+12:00

yay bought tix to meet wong fu on the 28 feb! altho i shall admit i am not as crazy over them as i was before the Os period. back then i could srly watch almost all their vids all day and not get sick of them hahahaha. still, this is not sth i would wna miss~ gg with shan and xy!

ok nda find a new job soon HAHA gna start saving up for The Cab's and You Me At Six's altho it is still not confirmed BUT I AM BEING OPTIMISTIC. idk who i can go with yet tho.......... :'(

elaine got herself a piano 50s and dad bought mum an instax 210 for her bday (or rather mum requested for it to my dad HAHAHAHA my dad pretty much didn't have a choice actually). so we now have 3 instax cams at home. quite crazy

2012-01-21T04:50:00.000+12:00

2012-01-20T22:47:00.000+12:00

"Who cares if I don't have a social networking account for 30 days? Now I only know what's happening in the lives of people that I actually talk to (or email). And that's the way things should be. I start to realise that looking at the facebook news page made me feel that people were talking to me and that I was engaged in other people's lives. But I wasn't. Real communication needs effort. It requires more than three seconds of my day and a 'like'."

"Even though my twitter account is small - I only have about 70 followers (and maybe half of those are spambots) - it's my little haven from the world. When things get too much, I pull out my phone for five minutes and let twitter and its avalanche of 140-character vignettes distract me. It's some 'me' time. It's like smoking for people who are too scared that their mother will catch them smoking and yell at them. And I don't smoke. I promise, mum. Although I might have to start if im expected to survive without Conan O'Brien's twitter feed in my life."

30 days without social networking
Sam Burnett

2012-01-20T22:22:00.000+12:00

2012-01-20T21:57:00.001+12:00

yesterday: 18th

2012-01-19T06:48:00.001+12:00

ok sth abt photo blogging via the phone is that i cannot arrange my photos in a chronological order... which i would always do so if i use the laptop but ok nvm... for convenience

in the noon: went to catch a movie with amanda at town despite watching 3 movies at home in the mrng before i went to bed hahaha. The Great Magician was... idk what to say. it is the type of movie that you watch and leaves you speechless... you dont even know if that is in a gd or bad way. ok basically i was just confused la hahaha. it was quite funny tho. but stupid. and not to mention extremely draggy. it was like 2hrs long and normally i would be fine with it but it was to the extent where i actually took out my phone to check the time while wondering when the movie was gna end... ok anyways

in the evening: mr krishna treated us (bren yj yl xy joc and i) to a japanese buffet at ue sq near clarke quay for dinner :D i tried raw salmon/sashimi for the first time with soya sauce and i guess it wasn't too bad... tho i dont think i will ever wna eat it again LOL :/ but at least i tasted it!!!

i am so so so blessed to have known mr krishna who is not only a patient and caring tutor but also like a mentor to me. he has always been guiding and motivating me throughout my sec sch life. he has certainly made a great impact in my life and i am very grateful for him :')

at night: met up with fam at ice cold beer at somerset for a mini celebration as it was mum's bday~ not much of a celebration actually, we just drank(as in i drank green tea and not beer, as the name of the place would suggest otherwise) and talked and ate chicken wings and pizza

so to sum up my day in a few words: i ate a lot tdy... jk. i had a gd time spent with the closest ppl tdy :)

wow i typed so much i didnt even realise until i was gna end the post alr. i think it's becos i am on my bed now at 2:40am and i dont feel tired to actually slp yet... so im like typing and typing away on the phone to make me feel sleepy. well it normally irritates me to type on the iphone for too long... but this is clearly not working i am still not very sleepy. maybe i shld stare into the mirror and take a good close look at how jialat my eyebags and dark circles are... then it might just give me the motivation and determination to sleep.

or maybe i shld just watch a movie now. ok no i am slightly too tired to do that. or anything else. yet quite too awake to sleep. ermmmmmmmmm

2012-01-18T00:39:00.001+12:00

2012-01-15T23:26:00.001+12:00

doyle made new friends tdy - spottie (amanda's puppy) and brownie(noreen's)!
met up with them tgt with yilu at tpy. went to the sky garden!
then we had pizza hahahaha

just came home! doyle's superrrrr tired he's sleeping rn hahaha qt

2012-01-15T23:09:00.001+12:00

2012-01-15T23:07:00.001+12:00

2012-01-11T17:26:00.001+12:00

worlds apart

never good enough

2012-01-09T21:54:00.001+12:00

mediocre results
but quite happy la..... how much more was i expecting right!!
all my subj b3 and below...
AIYAA OK ALR LA!!!!!!! -pats- hehe
somemore value-added student leh.... altho my r5 doesnt reflect so and until now i still dk why i am... but...... all is good, thanks be to god :) learnt to accept my results with gratitude!

i guess i have definitely disappointed a handful of teachers who put in a lot of faith in me... but oh wells... i did my best :( ok not rly but ya.... wow what a contradicting post

btw i am very proud of my pri sch friends!! they did rly well :') so happy for min and bren esp.
sometimes i cannot help but feel like i am too lousy to be regarded as their friend hahaaahaaha like so bad company...

needa make life decision now

@sentosa: picnic + cycling with xy and yl

2012-01-08T18:52:00.001+12:00

photos from phone

2012-01-08T02:27:00.001+12:00

2012-01-06T14:37:00.001+12:00

last day of 2011 @ Timbre at Old School with family

2012-01-02T06:33:00.000+12:00

xmas day 2011 @ clarke quay for dinner

2012-01-02T05:12:00.007+12:00

xmas card yilu did for me!! my shoes and bag and shorts all look super alike on the card la!! omg hahaha even the socks HAHAHA really love the card!! she's such a talent :)

fam photo!

happy new year 2012

2012-01-01T20:20:00.001+12:00

shall blog with photos taken on xmas day and the last day of 2011 soon! when i am less lazy...

first day of 2012
currently still lazing on bed at 4:15pm mmm life's good
no plans for the day... feel like shopping for shoes. and get a haircut

happy new year :*

2011-12-27T04:16:00.001+12:00

the day i worked at the ARC outlet at labrador park

2011-12-25T00:11:00.001+12:00

"It sucks to have this one person in your life that can derail you at a moment's notice. But in a way, it feels good knowing that you could ever love someone so much."

<3

2011-12-22T14:46:00.001+12:00

newly-groomed doyleeeee :D

2011-12-22T04:45:00.001+12:00

thing abt me is, idm being the one taking the initiative. but if i have to always be the only one trying... and then endlessly getting rejected with supposedly valid reasons such as "im tired wna stay at home" or "family day out sorry" which i didn't at all mind and ttly understood... until i found out where i truly stood when i got chosen over another close friend to go out with, time and again... if this is the case, then im done here. so done.

"she asked me long ago" "we planned abt this last wk" "she asked me out before you did" ok then may i request to be put in the long waiting list to go out with you? ...i mean it's not that im forcing my friends to make time for me and go out with me or sth. i wouldnt want to go out with a friend who isnt keen to go out with me either. but havent we been saying that we would meet sometime soon too? like.... ever since hols started?

being rather petty rn making a big fuss out of a minor matter but i feel hurt and slightly unwanted...... lawl i shall not even bother anm

3rd day of work later. mmm nights

photos from my instagram

2011-12-20T03:56:00.001+12:00

2011-12-20T03:55:00.001+12:00

took up a new part-time job at qw! sunday was my first day of work. pretty friendly colleagues :)

went out with yilu ytd. caught mission impossible! and then shopped for unnecessary things HAHA

xmas this sunday~

2011-12-15T06:59:00.001+12:00

2011-12-15T04:55:00.001+12:00

2011-12-08T04:26:00.006+12:00

ahhh... this space lacks updates
from random photos from phone, pre-Os feelings, post-Os joy... and then... nothing much abt how i've been spending my hols

anyway... in short, life has been treating me really good. rly thankful for that :)
went USS a few days ago with yilu and my parents. never thought i'd enjoy going there but i ttly proved myself wrong. that day i felt so freaking bold and unbeatable because i took rollercoaster rides like i never rly did before except when i was rlyyyy young hahahahahaa. i screamed so much!! it was fun :D it felt as tho i was in another country having a vacation with my parents or sth~

and recently, i worked at the IT fair as a promoter. can't wait for my pay alr hahahahaha hard-earned money!!

grad night was amazing :) hehhe i loved my dress. it was love at first sight... hahahaha but i took so long shopping to find the ideal dress that i wanted HAHAHA picky as i am. it was wonderful seeing my friends all dolled up looking so pretty.

i miss photoblogging here :(
nothing's quite the same uploading my photos here in blogger as compared to facebook.
i've grown attachment for this space more than any other website :( this space has evidence of me growing up throughout the 4 years of my sec school life
plus i've always loved having the sense of accomplishment upon uploading my photos from an outing/event in every published post...

lately, i've been 'photoblogging' in real life instead! i've been filling my photo albums with photos and writing short captions beside the photos. i have sooo many photos to develop and i will probably have a hundred photo albums after everything's done hahahha but i figured out that it'll come in rly helpful in the future... when looking back at how i spent my teenage years 10 years from now

and may i give myself some credits? the photos look so beautiful developed!!!
i've separated my photos into two groups: school days in ij and family~
i'm still not done yet, in fact a long way to go because photos keep adding on to the pile since i've been going out... but i'm so determined to finish them up asap :D

ok this space may now resume being as dead as it already is HAHAHA but i'll be back updating here for my own good. soon.
till then!!! :D

2011-12-07T02:13:00.001+12:00

2011-11-25T12:52:00.001+12:00

why feel left out because you're different... when you can feel special?

stay true to yourself. your values. your 'rules and regulations'

first day of work was.... a rollercoaster ride.
otw to work now. the 2nd day will be better

2011-11-16T13:59:00.001+12:00

OK Os ARE OFFICIALLY OVERRRRR
grad night on thurs!!
which is like.... tmr
cant wait but a little bit mehhhh at the same time too hahaha WHAT IF SOMEONE WEARS THE SAME DRESS AS I DO?????? like... omg we have the same dress... awkward pause... oh yeahhh... haha... we have the same good taste...!! yeah... ha ha!!! another awkward pause.... alright see ya around.... aiya cliche
i rly like my dress though =D
something i'd wear even aft grad night. i just think it might be a bit too common... ok heck la

that aside, i finally bought instax in brown hehe. and at a cheaper price!

day out with yilu was superb~ we ended our day having dessert at bugis tgt with mum!

OK NOW I NEED TO FIND A JOB......
AND GO OUT AND HAVE FUN DUHHHHHH

2011-11-13T21:51:00.001+12:00

2011-11-13T21:42:00.001+12:00

went shopping with mum on thurs to get my grad night stuffs hahaha
i wore contacts for the first time omg so scary pls i spent like 30 mins putting them in cos i kept blinking HAHAHAHA
and then i had my fringe cut back to bangs too...... borrrrring
brought slr out. finally~
photos from there soon

2011-11-12T16:40:00.001+12:00

"We were sad for things we couldn’t forgive, for moments we stole that weren’t ours, and for loves we shouldn’t remember, but did. We were sad because we couldn’t help ourselves, we just were."

2011-11-05T01:22:00.003+12:00

i wna visit museums
and take the circle line and the lrt
travel around spore
discover new places
take photos
spend more quality time with my family and friends
time alone reading storybooks
bring doyle out for a stroll
watch movies after movies
dramas after dramas
staying up late but not to study (finally)
shop omg shop yessss
fly a kite and have a picnic
exercise (i better)
play play play play have fun have fun have fun
most of all, being free and happy
enjoying life as how ppl shld be

wow... time flies
i've been waiting for this day
it is finally here
ok not rly but it is very close alr
hooray

2011-11-05T01:22:00.001+12:00

2011-10-27T01:39:00.001+12:00

e math 1 tmr

own it kimmie own it
do your thangggggg

YEAH MAN YEAH YEAH YEAH

2011-10-23T08:07:00.001+12:00

2011-10-23T04:12:00.001+12:00

pre-O level exam mood: anxious anxious anxious

i spent more than an hour pouring my heart to mum and sis
but im glad i did. i rly feel better now.
it is so nice to know how supportive my family members are :')

however it is back to reality

smile kimmie smile
whatever it is, i shld know that it is alr an achievement to have come thus far

the 3 weeks ahead will be one of the most stressful periods that i will ever be facing
but i will not let anything get my way or affect me
will not shall not MUST NOT

note to self: you can do it. rmb to apply all that you've learnt throughout your four yrs of secondary education whenever necessary

it is sunday now
one more day to the eng paper
pls stay calm at all times thanks

2011-10-20T19:31:00.001+12:00

i am not ready
not ready
at all

but time doesnt spare mercy
it waits for no one

2011-10-20T19:29:00.001+12:00

i find myself always comparing my own standard with others', when all i shld be dng is just trying my best to outdo and better myself each time and no one else

this is so unhealthy. unhealthy competition

2011-10-18T03:20:00.001+12:00

at this point in time, with only less than a week left to the first o lvl paper, i know i will not be able to create miracles

so all i need is to have a little more faith and confidence in myself
and keep smiling

i will pull through
for i am a fighter, forever and always
^_^

it's the final lap
time to sprint
ready set go
goOooOooOo!!!!!

2011-10-11T11:17:00.001+12:00

as the day passes more quickly every single day, it's a day nearer to the start of Os. so much fear, so much fear.
less than two weeks to Os. woah? the last time i checked, i was busy studying hard for my s2 streaming year hahahahahha

so many things left undone.
it feels like i am never prepared for any exams...
focus kimmie focus
set priorities right

gd day

2011-10-09T21:35:00.001+12:00

is it just me or has the time we spent
come undone? i know forever is not what you want. i'll pack my bags and brush it off~

such an emotional song. fav song atm hahahaha

2011-10-09T06:10:00.001+12:00

2011-10-08T17:50:00.001+12:00

i can’t believe that so much time was spent on my own
just trying to figure it out all alone
don’t show emotion, let this go

i can pretend that everything is still ok
until you rightfully say what you said
the night you left me here for dead
~

all time low

2011-10-07T05:57:00.001+12:00

saw atl perform live with jason at sentosa wavehouse tdy! wowww it was breathtaking. not much of a fan here, more of a listener, but honestly i feel like i would have missed out so much if i didnt go hahahaha. it was raining v heavily before atl performed and it was such a turnoff... but im glad all was worth it! i just hope i dont fall sick or catch a cold anytime soon. i cant afford to.

mayday parade live: check
all time low live: check
next up: the cab the cab the cab pls~

meanwhile, 2 more weeks to Os. god dammit it's so near and i have been slacking so much. mum's right. im getting so complacent lately i might just do badly for Os. ugh enough said.
2am now. sch in a few hours' time

post-concert depression is back...

late night studying

2011-10-03T06:46:00.001+12:00

grad ceremony

2011-10-02T05:45:00.001+12:00

few photos taken frm slr using my phone hahaha lazy to get on the comp to upload atm.

grad ceremony was great! family came down to support~ hahaha best feeling everrrr. felt so loved :')

received my grad cert!

2011-09-28T01:44:00.001+12:00

the fact that i will be graduating from this sch in a few weeks' time aft 4 years... it fills me with mixed emotions

grad ceremony this fri. mum and sis will be there! yayyyyyy

2011-09-26T01:08:00.001+12:00

school

2011-09-24T01:33:00.001+12:00

been spending my days and evenings staying back aft sch to do work. productivity varies day to day hahaha :(

2011-09-23T06:05:00.001+12:00

im a boy
playing a man
trying to understand
teenage wonderland

2011-09-20T04:51:00.001+12:00

2011-09-20T04:38:00.001+12:00

as i slowly start getting used to feeling this way all over again...

did nth tdy -_-

2011-09-16T23:24:00.002+12:00

spent 15 hours of my friday in sch tdy. madness. who spends her friday like that man... hahaha it was well-spent with bel tho!

2011-09-16T11:23:00.001+12:00

listening to my current fav playlist of songs while otw to sch... nth gets more therapeutic than that :')

time capsule

2011-09-16T00:46:00.006+12:00

i was writing a letter to the 5-years-later-ms-kimmie. as i wrote, i started feeling so terribly afraid of the future. my letter came out full of rhetorical questions i'd like to ask myself 5 yrs later:

"how have you been? have you grown to become an independent and strong woman? how are mummy and daddy? have you been a filial daughter? is elaine married? is doyle still as bouncy and fluffy and his nose as wet as it has always been? are you still in contact with your pri sch and sec sch friends? are you still studying or working? do you have a boyfriend now? is twitter still in trend? is jared still as naughty as he was 5 yrs ago?......" and it went on and on. the whole a4 paper was just full of rhe q.

i became so damn aware of the fact that things will not be the same as it is now - in 2011 - as it will be 5 yrs later - 2016. i'd be 21 by then. my heart felt so heavy. it was a scary thought. i have now truly learnt that i shld always cherish all the moments that i have now in life with my loved ones before it's too... late. however it has always been so easy to say that. because sometimes ppl just take one another's presence for granted that we don't even realise it. i, for one, am particularly guilty abt that.

that said, i'll be submitting this letter-to-self that will be safe-kept by a teacher in my sec sch. i was told that the 2011 graduating classes will then go back to sch, 5 yrs later, on the same day, to collect the letter that we wrote to ourselves '5 yrs ago'.

reminder to self: 11 sept 2016 - collect my letter from chij sec frm mrs l. siau

2011-09-15T21:16:00.001+12:00

haiya i have been judged enough, another hurtful comment won't matter much anws............ lololol insensitive ppl

2011-09-14T19:55:00.002+12:00

ok pls feeling so embarrassed rn idk what to do. WHAT THE HELL STUPID PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! made me fav the most irrelevant thing and it sends a noti omg pls........ dies dies dies

lesson learnt: stalk CAREFULLY. or DONT EVEN STALK LA.
gosh im such an idiot

...and now the person knows
omg great.......

2011-09-14T19:46:00.001+12:00

omg what did i just press

dies of embarrassment...
ttly got exposed -_-

2011-09-14T19:34:00.002+12:00

days like tdy's... i just cant wait to graduate.
so much for looking forward to grad night

2011-09-14T11:06:00.001+12:00

Remember when you were my boat and I was your sea?
Together we'd float so delicately

But that was back when we could talk about anything
~~

2011-09-14T02:41:00.002+12:00

im glad i found a study buddy :')

2011-09-13T06:00:00.001+12:00

mon was sucha long day... stayed in sch
till late evening until my friend and i got chased out of the sch by the guard hahahahhaha. it wasn't that bad of a start for the first day of term 4 though

2am now. no lessons for the day ltr. cant wait for retreat. i love retreats. it is sth i will def miss when i look back at my sec sch days in ij. speaking of which, it's about 2-3 more weeks to the last day of sch. hmm...

gdnight

2011-09-12T04:46:00.001+12:00

taking out braces in exactly a week's timeeee omg wow yay to straight teeth but nay to retainers hahaha

sch in 6 hrs' time...... dk how im gna wake up on time for sch ltr. oh wait... i never do

okie gd productive day ahead~ gd night

2011-09-11T22:55:00.001+12:00

omg nda ban myself from using instagram... so addictive >_< dies

2011-09-11T22:22:00.001+12:00

if it hurts this much, then it must be love~~

2011-09-11T15:14:00.003+12:00

woahhhh had a long 11hr sleep ytd night~ guilty as shit rn hahahha but it's ok.....

gna start this beautiful day having breakfast with parents in a while. then a stay-at-home day awaits me~

2011-09-09T19:47:00.001+12:00

someday, everything ends

2011-09-09T06:59:00.001+12:00

One day, one day, one day
We'll grow up and be kids
We'll forget all of this even exists

2011-09-09T06:44:00.001+12:00

The night has come again
And still, I am alone
This time more than ever

2011-09-09T06:26:00.003+12:00

i dont know
i hope not
but i think so
...

2011-09-08T14:57:00.001+12:00

tdy: be thankful

2011-09-07T18:22:00.001+12:00

Maybe someday I can stand again
Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands off this and start anew
But I need you now to mend my heart
Because you're the only one that can keep me alive tonight

You're everything to me:
My whole world, entire being,
The one thing I hold true in my life
What made you do this to me?
Did you want me to set you free?
It tears me up inside, every night

~~

2011-08-15T06:31:00.008+12:00

bits and pieces: July-August

july went by so quickly ='( significant events that i can only rmb are my 16th bday, mayday+estk, syf and... erm lemme think... oh no more........... haha..................... nonetheless, it was a good month~

LOLLL dressing room didn't have reception

what i do to calm myself down before an exam: ER LET'S TAKE A PHOTO

this girl still dare to highlight in pink my wrong chi name...

dessert~

my toy cam displayed at mum's shop hehe

2011-06-26T19:14:00.004+12:00

"Going to school the next morning was kinda weird. I had that extra nervous feeling you get when you go back to school after you ain't been in for a day or 2, you know, when everything feels new again and you get that squitty feeling in your guts... the squits of starting a brand-new school. God knows why I felt like that, but the feeling was there all right, I could feel it bubbling around in my belly as I walked down the lane, through the gray of the village, and up to the school gate - the feeling of not knowing. You know, when you don't know anyone, you don't know where nothing is, you don't know what to say or what to do or where to go - God, I hate that. Everyone looking at you, sussing you out, giving you the hard eyes and the dirty looks... and you can't stop wondering what they all think of you. THINK THINK THINK - What do I do? What do i say? What do I look like? How do I walk? WHAT DO THEY ALL THINK OF MEEEEE?"

Kevin Brooks

2011-06-26T18:45:00.003+12:00

woah doesn't that graduation cap look so real hahahahaha

sch reopens tmr...... BUT IM NOT FEELING IT. like that makes any difference.

will be expecting a rly busy schedule ahead. i can't wait for the night studying part, considering the fact that im more of a night-time person. except i think the sch shld have the lib open till midnight or sth and not just 6-9pm which seems a bit too short /hard to please

last few months. last few months in ij, being so comfortable with the way i sit/act/talk in this sch with the absence of the opposite gender(LOLLLL), studying and having fun with my friends... god i better cherish the time i have now before i graduate(as seen in the pic above... LOL)

ahhhhhhh

2011-06-17T03:59:00.002+12:00

more random photos
march: celebrated yj's bday at mr k's hse aft tuition hahahaha

ok fine i clearly didnt know where the camera was at LOLLLLLLLL

june: braddell with xy and yl!

ppl i go tuition with~ =D

LOL THE FACE

hunters gone mad

bus ride on tues while otw to mr k's hse

2011-06-07T08:15:00.003+12:00

Johor with fam

shop looks so much lika museum

random photos using ip app:

a day to rmb <3

2011-06-04T05:49:00.000+12:00

Today:

2011-06-03T05:53:00.000+12:00

Random photos taken frm the iphone:

hair length before cny

2011-05-31T05:37:00.001+12:00

Random photos from March-May

bored aft sch

xy and i bought these fruits for yl's bday HAHAHAHA. surprised her while she was at the art studio doing her art with an authentic durian cake with lighted candles hahahahahhaa

day of syf!!!! gold with honours ;) ;) acted as a hunter hahahaha

HAHAHAHA my artwork thanks. it isn't a butterfly anw... it's a flower......

2011-05-31T04:57:00.006+12:00

IJ Fiesta 2011: Hakuna Matata!

fiesta this yr:
-learnt the hakuna matata dance for SL surprise for ij spirit day
-took instax for ppl tgt with yilu for our sl duty. it was so thrilling hahahha. and then selling ij merchandise too!
-i actually painted ppl's nails... it was so stressful. i was so nervous the first time, i shook so badly because i was afraid i would screw up painting the poor customers' nails hahahhaha. and it required a lot of patience, which i... don't... seem... to... have. there was this customer who wanted her nails to be white. i was like,"erm can you choose other cols cos white is quite difficult to paint you see... why not pink?? ok this k? very nice..." talk about gd service hhahahaha it was kinda funny. and then i kept asking redundant questions to break the silence. poor them
-temporary tattoos
-dressing up
-omg the epic external band performance, i can never forget HAHAHA
-shouting and screaming
-food, of course
-oh the weather was so gd. it was sucha sunny day
-company was gd too! as usual =D apart from the fact that we kept losing one another halfway becos we all had different duty schedules =(

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2011-01-31T02:16:00.001+11:00

with yangjin, xinying, brenda and yilu! closest friends ;)

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2011-01-01T19:11:00.002+11:00

wearing mum's rly comfortable heels walking arnd her shop feeling so tall

thai food for supper!

went clarke quay for countdown

2011-01-01T05:22:00.009+11:00

happy new yr!

sooooo... two words to sum up how my 2010 went by: like that. hahahha

happy things that happened in my life in 2010:
- OBS CAMP!!!!!!!! FUN FUN FUN. loved the nightwalk in the forest where "the night was impenetrably dark" (a quote from things fall apart tht i rmb, somehow LOLL k random) oh and kayaking in meanders! hahaha i miss obs days with my classmates
- for once, i was proud of myself hahaha for winning 1st in one of the themes for canon photomarathon and 3rd for “心系中华文化” 摄影比赛 (of which i haven't gotten my prize yet)
- 60d came along as an award hhahaha yesSsSs
- i was elected as the president of my cca
- jared was born!! =)
- i fell in love with a colour HAHAHA army green!! i never knew one could fall in love so deeply with a colour. i used to think my classmate was crazy cus she had everything in orange... until i realised i was becoming somewhat like her
- first time caroling on xmas eve with brenda!! also talked abt our future and how we want our ideal husbands to be like tgt LOL =x
- studying with yangjin, someone i've gotten rly close to ever since sec2 =D lib times, mc, coffee bean, polar... hahahaha omg i rmb the "mucus man" who sat in front of me in the lib. MEMORIES!!! i prob laughed the hardest throughout the yr hahahaha in the lib some more!! hanging mucus... turned out to be a dangling nose stud LOLLLLL SHIT
- my hair grew longer LOLLL wutt...
- i actually followed my study timetable for the last few weeks before eoy. it's crazy, i was so proud of myself hahahaha
- bringing doyle out with elaine! to have lunch tgt hahhahaha
- i finished reading all of kevin brooks' books(i think). lucas, candy, being, black rabbit summer, killing god, iboy, martyn pig, the road of the dead and kissing the rain. haahaha it's quite an achievement because i rarely read storybooks. so he must be a rly gd author to write books that i enjoyed reading =D
- meeting tessa almost every mrng in canteen for breakfast before lessons started!
- yilu joined tuition! oh and tuition times with her, yj and brenda HAHAHA. zero aka ji rou. mr k: "YESSSSS THAT'S RIGHT!!!" -hurts hand- LOLLL oops =x
- gng out with gd friends!! sec and pri gd friends =)
- funny classmates! complaining abt this particular teacher to the principle and requesting for a change of teacher of which it was granted hehe, "good morning grass(class)" "good morning mr cow", telling our new chem teacher "i dont like mole concept" "i dont like everything abt chem" as an introduction LOLL, mimicking teachers' actions and accents... hahahaha. oh and geog skits! i rmb my grp had to choose a song and change the lyrics into a song abt deforestation. we chose fire burning hahahhaa somebody call 995, there's a fire burning on the forest floor, woa-oh-ohh~
- spent my 15th bday with yilu in the noon and family in the evening! grateful =)
- late-night/mrng msn convos with aqil! sharing new discoveries, spotting symbols and analysing them only to be freaking out later... "i don't wna watch now... it's 3+ alr" "oh bitch come on don't be a coward" hahahhaa
- painting my nails HEHEHEHE

i would say there wasn't rly much of a drastic change in my 2010 as compared to 09. maybe a little here and there of course... slowly, bit by bit... but not a lot. kinda... LOL.
i mean, i still look the same(maybe a little bit better-looking now... or not??!?! LOL damn) and i still hang out with the same ppl. which is gd. which also brings me to the point that i haven't gone out with any of my classmates yet, other than having lunch tgt aft sch hahaha.

anw, rly thankful for having such gd friends in my life! yangjin, brenda, yilu, xinying, tessa, farisya... =) and my family + doyle of cus.

2011 shall be gd. Os... i will conquer it!! hahaha..........................

2010-12-29T20:39:00.003+11:00

i've been gng out almost everyday during the hols. hw? what hw? revision? what revision? =/ so guilty but... what's done has been done. besides, i had fun hhahaha

went out with yilu ytd. caught tron and we played time crisis and maze of kings LOL it was quite chaotic even tho there was only two of us. there was this game where we had to choose our names before playing. coincidentally, i chose evil-angel and she chose angel-evil LOL ok anws...

can't believe i'll be sec4 in less than a week's time. 3 yrs in ij alr... that's rly fast. so scared pls. the first 3 weeks of sch will be hectic i guess. with all the PSL work for s1 orientation + cca orientation etc. will die catching up with schwork esp when i have poor time management. k moving on...

will do a short summary of 2010 soon. rly dreading it because firstly, i have poor memory and secondly, i don't know where to start. but it's kinda an annual thing that i do regardless, so... yeah hahaha

2010-12-28T07:57:00.000+11:00

big thanks to yilu for this xmas card she did!!! rly nice. this person has potential in drawing! i am her friend i am her friend i am her friend hahahaha. family and i rly love it btw! it's a portrait of doyle

yilu's handwriting is so primary sch pls LOLL AND WHAT'S WITH "weird(always)" and "smart(somehow)"??!?! LOLL

xmas day with family

like sisters

pretty

thai food for dinner with family!

fav photo with elaine!

LOL AT DAD

nice attempt in smiling and twisting, dad LOLL

wow elaine wow

ringssssss

LOLLLLLL pip pop style... always and forever

heh

jiejie and meimei love =)=) our eyes kinda look alike LOL. same braces col btw hahahhaa

no comments

shiny teeth

xmas day eve - caroling

yummy desserts!! srlyyyy

brenda and i!

must be doyle's twin

2010-12-28T04:13:00.004+11:00

farisya's surprise advance bday celebration!

cupcakes that her elder sis baked! aww

bday girl feeling lost

bday girl took off the blindfold and ta dahhhhh

greeted by us!

cupcakes with lighted candles

farisya and her family!

om nom

juli, far and i

love this photo! hahahhaa

pretty bday girl in red dress

untied the strings from the helium balloons to inhale helium. then we all went 2 rounds in a circle 'singing' happy bday song with chipmunk voices after inhaling LOL

HAHAHAHA

at esplanade!

mixture of farisya's pri and sec friends! it was nice knowing them. sitting down, slurping ice-blended drinks, admiring spore's landscape, watching floating blue balls, chatting, laughing rly loudly while the ppl around us were rly peaceful and quiet, breaking the awkward silence with my ANYWAYSSSSSS... etc. it was fun!

2010-12-16T04:25:00.004+11:00

picnic at marina barrage with pri sch friends! brenda tiantian yixin limmin shannen and i

yixin and tian! crazy ppl

brenda and shannen!

limmin and i!

limmin accidentally dropped egg into her cup of grn tea LOLL yum

coincidentally, we met our pri sch mate who was from our level there too hahaha it was so funny!! it all started when tiantian went "AYEEE?!! JIAN HUP LEH!!!" LOLLL where got ppl like that say sia!! i mean, normally it's like, "oh hi jian hup!! long time no see!" or sth... right? LOL anw, his face was ttly o.O when he saw us. constant expression, from the moment he saw us until after he took a photo for us LOL. thing is, he didn't even open his mouth to say hi or sth. nice... made me wonder if he actually recognised us or not. but it doesn't matter LOL

i assume he took this photo for us. well, i asked him to LOLL. "AYEE??!! JIAN HUP LEH!!" -he sees us- "er anw can help us take a photo thanks" LOLLL so conveniently.

us om nom nom-ing

candid

yixin and brenda laughing away because this passer-by took quite a while to take the photo LOL helpful passer-by nevertheless!! appreciated =)

nice photo

chilling out

titanic ah

whehheheewww whheewww wheeew = sound of the wind

roller coaster LOLLLLL

oh baby, the first time i saw you, you blew me away... LOLL

LOLLLLLLL it was crazy

had to pack our things because the wind was getting stronger... only to end up playing with the picnic mat

LOLLL happy limmin

it was rly windy btw

other ppl were alr heading for shelter, yet we could still take photos of hair flips LOLLL

so inspirational

they flew a kite for a while before it started drizzling

2010-12-14T05:38:00.003+11:00

"A place where nothing mattered because nothing was real.

I don't know when all that stopped. You reach a certain age when reality grabs you by the scruff of the neck and shouts in your face: "Hey, look, this is what life is." And you have to open your eyes and look at it, listen to it, smell it: people who don't like you, things you don't want to do, things that hurt, things that scare you, questions without answers, feelings you don't understand, feelings you don't want but have no control over.

Reality.

When you gradually come to realize that all that stuff in books, films, television, magazines, newspapers, comics - it's all rubbish. It's got nothing to do with anything. It's all made up. It doesn't happen like that. It's not real. It means nothing. Reality is what you see when you look out of the window of a bus: dour faces, sad and temporary lives, millions of cars, metal, bricks, glass, rain, cruel laughter, ugliness, dirt, bad teeth, crippled pigeons, little kids who've already forgotten how to smile..."

Martyn Pig by Kevin Brooks